letter with wishes
Monday, September 27, 2010 at 1:41 AM
dear you,
ever felt as if you’re not whole anymore? like, you’ve lost your smile, your laugh, your own self. and no matter how hard you try, you just can’t get back to the way things were before and you can’t get yourself back to the person you once were?
i did cry and anguished all the sorrow to people i love the most.
i did cover my face with pillow screaming how i felt being stabbed in the back.
and yes, i did pray to God that i wish he could turn back to the time where we first met; because i don't feel like wanting to know you at all.
this isn't the right way you treat someone. that is just it.
there is a thin line between love and hate.
and for once, i believe that.
but i miss you, and i am so in love with you. you annoy me more than i thought possible. but i want to spend every irritating minute with you.
crying and having no one to talk with is just too painful. i hope you know that.
ps. i always put you in every prayer i do :)
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