hearts with love, lessthanthree
Thursday, October 14, 2010 at 12:36 AM
"If I could be any part of you, I’d be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips."
When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.
You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.
We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!
I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.
(play the music when you are reading this, if ever)
dear you,
I don't think i would have the guts to say it to you today. if i had taken the will to say right to you, it is the courage i don't know where i got it from. i know it may sound douche, and i know i have been a douche actually. so, in case for the next 24 hours you don't hear anything from me, lemme just say it here.
happy birthday.
and since no one reads my blog anyways, why can't i just spill everything i want to say to you? for today, one of the special day of yours, i may not be there with you like what last year had been too.
you are special in my eyes. to me, until this day, you are someone who is just different from anybody else one could have ever met.
thank you for all the memories. thank you for being such a wonderful creature living in this world. i still can't even believe that God gave me the chance to meet a person like you until this very second i'm typing this out, where it started out like just another ordinary day, then suddenly my life is different in every way; a kind of meeting soul mates.. one of million chances.
and i have been sorry for all the tears, for all the arguments. regret is all my heart feels these days and i know i could not turn back time but if i ever could one day, i would chance everything.
do you know that i would kill to be with you today? although i know it is just impossible. glad to know that you are happy though, at least you are happy. God, please let her be happy for the whole day.
i can't believe it has been a year since the last time we had fun in front of your house throwing flour and eggs. the memory was still so vividly in my head. the very day where all of us gathered together, for one whole day, the WHOLE us :) it was really awesome. i miss us being together, i really do.
i miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. i miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. i miss you when i laugh and cry, because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. i miss you all the time, but i miss you the most when i lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life. :")
and last words ending this blogpost..
to me, you are my soulmate, you are my only exception, and you are the other half of me.
i love you, for love has always been a friendship.
i hope you know that, S.
yours,
D
ps. if you're alone, i'll be your shadow. if you want to cry, i'll be your shoulder. if you want a hug, i'll be your pillow. if you need to be happy, i'll be your smile... but anytime you need a friend, i'll just be me.
Labels: a gift from a friend, happy birthday
